sometimes you look upon something and it changes
changes back to what you once remembered
then all of a sudden of unknown courses there
you see it and it amazes you like always
why did it take so long for you realize it
you think that it was not supposed to occur
oh the beauty of this thing
ever changing as you gaze
you look upon this wondrous life thing
it removes any doubt
with wonder and innocence
everything you can imagine
it changes again and again
back to what you first remembered
it did make you feel like shit
and you recall it oh so well
look at it again and think this is shit
pure crap
move your fingers across it and remember
this is how it happened; it is what there is now
look at this thing again and wonder could it make a difference?
think of everything that makes you feel good
but it doesn’t work anymore
because it is all the same
and it will always be that way and you can’t change it
